

“I wear what I want to wear,” Eilish said. Speaking last year with Pharrell Williams for V Magazine, Eilish noted that she’s been praised by some for avoiding traditionally feminine clothing-and, by extension, rejecting the sexual provocativeness embraced by some of her pop contemporaries. It doesn’t help that Eilish’s style has often been discussed with an undercurrent of slut-shaming toward other artists. (“It’s not that I like (my body) now, I just think I’m a bit more OK with it,” she said.) But now, she noted, people’s harsh reactions whenever she branches out from her usual attire leave her in something of a Catch-22. These days, Eilish said, her body image has somewhat improved. “I would see it sometimes and be like, ‘Whose body is that?’”

“There was a point last year where I was naked and I didn’t recognize my body ’cos I hadn’t seen it in a while,” she said. Speaking with Dazedthis spring, Eilish explained the origins of her style with characteristic bluntness: “The only reason I did it was ’cos I hated my body.”Įilish told the magazine that at some points, she’s avoided looking at her own body for long periods of time-a kind of disassociation familiar to many, including her young fans. But it’s equally enraging to realize that a singer who only last winter turned 18 has been forced to confront these issues so often-and that even as she reclaims the discussion around her body and fashion choices, the public keeps having the same stupid, predictable discussions.Īlthough Eilish’s baggy brand has been characterized as rebellion, it began as something more commonplace: insecurity. It’s encouraging to see that Eilish seems pretty unbothered by all this. On Tuesday, she posted a still from her short video on Instagram, captioning it, “do you really wanna go back in time?” “At number one! What is that?! Every outlet wrote about my boobs!”)Įilish has already reacted to the public’s latest freak-out over her existence as a physical being as well. (“My boobs were trending on Twitter!” she told Ellelast year after another photo of her in “casual attire” went viral when she was still 17 years old. These reactions prove Eilish’s point: No matter what she does, the obsession never stops. Page Six went a creepy step further, running a gallery of images titled, “Every time Billie Eilish ditched her baggy outfits for tight clothes.” (As one vile Twitter user wrote, “in 10 months Billie Eilish has developed a mid-30’s wine mom body.”) Meanwhile tabloids like the Daily Mail-which frequently commodifies women’s bodies in exchange for traffic-used her “uncharacteristically casual attire” as an excuse to give the public what it really wanted all along: photos of Eilish in tight-fitting clothes. ( Again.) People apparently incapable of cultivating legitimate hobbies have ridiculed her. And as illustrated by Megan Thee Stallion’s New York Times op-ed and video, the issue becomes twofold for women of color.īut the public’s fixation on Eilish’s body remains relentless-as evidenced by the fact that her choice earlier this week to go outside in a camisole and shorts has somehow become news. More addicting than crossword puzzles or sudoku, women’s flesh and bones become physical ciphers to be parsed and commodified by whoever sees fit. Regardless of how one discovers it, the lesson remains the same: Women’s bodies do not belong to us, but to those who will use them to make assumptions about our wellbeing, our character, our dispositions. Or maybe you just read another story gushing about how happy and healthy a celebrity looks-now that she’s lost 30 pounds. Maybe it’s a headline touting the way some hot celebrity is “flaunting” a curve or “showcasing” their tight ass by simply existing in corporeal form. Maybe it starts with a holiday-you show up at Thanksgiving and a relative tenderly asks if you’re “OK” because you’ve gained weight without realizing it. To come of age as a woman, too often, is to learn that your body speaks for you.
